Ramblings: Frustration
For some reason unbeknown to me it is increasingly difficult to install Fedora Core 5 on my laptop. If my cd rom drive wasn't such a piece of crap I think this would have worked swimmingly, but the network installation is proving to be a wee bit more difficult that I expected. It seems as though all of the packages i downloaded from red hat's website have corrupt packages in them... Very odd!
on to more meaningful topics.
the marriage topic! A few doubts have arisen in both of our minds. I guess we're just a little anxious about what marriage actually means to us and to the world. she's worried about the financial strains that we might go through and probably will go through. I am also worried about that as well, but i think behind both of our worries is an underlying uneasyness as to the actual responsibilities that it brings with it. I'm sort of glad that we are able to express our doubts and worries with each other. I am also very happy that of all the doubts we've expressed to one other my illness has yet to surface. It's been relatively quiet and subtle for the last 7 months. Although times are still hard every once and awhile she really recognizes what is the illness and what is me, even when sometimes i can't distinguish between the two.
there are times in my life when i realize that there are good and bad things in my life and how i deal with each predicts my future. life is inevititably divided into 2 portions and i am excruciatingly reminded almost daily of this bitter truth. I have learned a lot about myself in the past 8 months. a lot more than I would have had I not found out i was bipolar, a lot more than i would have had i not met my fiance, and a lot more than i would have had i not renewed my relationship with Christ.
"For with God, nothing is impossible." - Luke 1:37
on to more meaningful topics.
the marriage topic! A few doubts have arisen in both of our minds. I guess we're just a little anxious about what marriage actually means to us and to the world. she's worried about the financial strains that we might go through and probably will go through. I am also worried about that as well, but i think behind both of our worries is an underlying uneasyness as to the actual responsibilities that it brings with it. I'm sort of glad that we are able to express our doubts and worries with each other. I am also very happy that of all the doubts we've expressed to one other my illness has yet to surface. It's been relatively quiet and subtle for the last 7 months. Although times are still hard every once and awhile she really recognizes what is the illness and what is me, even when sometimes i can't distinguish between the two.
there are times in my life when i realize that there are good and bad things in my life and how i deal with each predicts my future. life is inevititably divided into 2 portions and i am excruciatingly reminded almost daily of this bitter truth. I have learned a lot about myself in the past 8 months. a lot more than I would have had I not found out i was bipolar, a lot more than i would have had i not met my fiance, and a lot more than i would have had i not renewed my relationship with Christ.
"For with God, nothing is impossible." - Luke 1:37
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